. . . im hoping for 2 years of a little less pain that at least lets me sleep
I can sympathize.
My joints are creaky from ( mostly) heredity
and the shoulder they wanted to replace
some years back usually wakes me up with
an electric shock-type sensation, or my aging
overmedicated bladder, or all of the above.
I look at it like there's always somebody who's
way worse off than me.
I've had good friends pass of cancers and
bad hearts and bad kidneys, and paralysis
from strokes from sorta to full-on, etc.
As long as I can move around and restroom
and feed myself, etc. on my own, I try to
look at it as a blessing.
I gave up on a full nights sleep a few years
back. Sleep is overrated