"Where two or more are gathered in My name . . ." is does not delete itself from the Bible because we use the Internet. "Gathered" does not mean actual physical meeting at a specific location. My dad instructed me concerning the powerful message that verse relates. I understand that individual prayer is personal and is heard, yet I believe joint prayers carry a power beyond our understanding.
So, I ask for this, knowing full well I've been an antagonist here at times. I'm sorry for that. Information came to me yesterday about my 33 year old son, my only child, that left me lost and scared. He visited a doctor reference a small bulging hernia. Testing revealed the hernia resulted from an mass behind that hernia. He has lost the use of his left forearm and hand, and is loosing blood, and has other symptoms that are not good.
So, even though I've been an ass here too many times, yesterday in a few seconds of hearing that news, I became aware that guns and politics and family arguments and money nor any other thing is important. Just family. That's all. God, salvation and family.
If there are any here that read this who don't despise me, or even if you do, I hope you will offer up a prayer for my son, Christian. He's good in his heart, and always puts others before himself, unlike his dad. In a few moments, I came to understand I need him and his mother above any other thing on this earth. I'll say goodbye to them someday, I know, but please, not yet.
If at least two people here will accept my pitiful condition, and pray for Christian, I will appreciate more that I can express.
Of all the offensive or unkind remarks I've made hear, I learned yesterday how silly and useless and hurtful they were. I have been an abomination here and elsewhere.
Whether you can help me in this or not, I ask for anyone on this site who ever again reads a negative comment about any human being coming from me, tell me and I'll be forever gone from this good place. It took a very hard strike from the reality of life, to get me to this point, but it came quickly and surely.
My sincere apologies to anyone I've offended. I'm nothing; much less than all of you, but still, I need help. I need prayers lifted for my only child.
