I found mine at Gander Mountain, but I had to make sure they checked the computer at all stores. They had six and I got mine from GB, Wis. They shipped it to the Denver store in a week at no extra charge. As for the recoil, yes it's a LOT more than my Browning 7mm. 25 rounds yesterday with a pad, and I feel it today. Doesn't happen like that with the 7mm.